i got a brand new pair of rollerskates....

today
i have on a new pair of shoes
dark brown suede HIGH heels
with a rounded toe and a bow...

too cute
true my feet are kinda pissed off...
but they will deal!

speaking of shoes
my hot chick amanda passed on the info
that carlos santana makes shoes
and man does he
check them out...
of course she has two pairs
she's spicy like that
i am psyched to see her at the halloween festivities
the weekend of the 27th...everyone should come!
(especially to my party!!!!!!!!!!!!)

and speaking of awesome peeps
kelly is rocking the fire fans....check the pics out
and wendy is all guitar girl
we have plans to spend sat at the National Folk Festival
being held right here in lil ol' richmond...

speaking of sat
it is a momentous occasion in everyones life
yes it is my birthday
my 30th!!!!!!!!!!!

**evidence that my birth was the greatest event to ever happen on 10/14/any year
1962 : The Cuban Missile Crisis begins

1976 : A purse-snatcher is charged with attempted robbery
1977 : Bing Crosby dies
1890 : Dwight D. Eisenhower is born
1964 : Khrushchev ousted as premier of Soviet Union
1918 : Adolf Hitler wounded in British gas attack
(courtesy of the History channel)

30 years of bringing the sexyback people...
(oh shut up, the phrase isn't completely over)
i was planning a huge hoopla, a trip etc
but then i kept changing
i feel more low key, more mellow
maybe i have matured like a fine box of wine
but i have the week off
i plan on doing some major shopping
and hanging...
also celebrating a birthday, though the day is really mine
is patrick...

as for turning 30

some people freak
but i look forward to it
seeing as i spent most of my 20's in school
or thinking about school
i believe this is my decade...
until i turn 40
then that my decade
until i turn 50... and so on and so on
plus at this age i really feel comfortable
with who i am
with my body and my brains...
i feel more attractive than i ever have
despite breaking out all the freaking time...
i feel smarter and more capable of any task

so now that i am (almost) 30
what do i have in plan
well i think the big project is health
not that i am in bad health
but i know i could be better
(note to self: no more hot wing and breadstick dinners...like last nite....)
i really want to focus on exercise and yoga
especially yoga...i like the ideal that i can be all flexy
and maybe, one day have the ability to have a sense of balance
and not even the emotional, spiritual kind
but the stand up and not fall kind!
oh and i am psyched because its time for my five year physical...
i like to get the full work-up every major age
this year i am including a colonoscopy...
does being extremely excited to have a scope with a lil camera
shoved up my bowel to look for and harness any irregularities
make me the weirdest person ever?
yeah, i thought so....

A colonoscopy (koh-luh-NAH-skuh-pee) allows a doctor to look inside the entire large intestine. The procedure enables the physician to see things such as inflamed tissue, abnormal growths, and ulcers. It is most often used to look for early signs of cancer in the colon and rectum. It is also used to look for causes of unexplained changes in bowel habits and to evaluate symptoms like abdominal pain, rectal bleeding, and weight loss.

i also think i will pursue my mba, but at a leisurly pace
and revamp my wardrobe
and put down roots here in richmond
i'v bounced around so many places all my life
that it's finally time for building a life that can't be packed in a cardboard box
and toted to the next opportunity...


ah...but what of your love life, i hear you all asking?
again i spent my 20's in a committed long term relationship
one i have few regrets about
but i feel as if i lost a big piece of me during that relationship
the answers to no one, that sense of personal ambition that nothing can stop
i am not a person who looks back and regrets my decisions
i don't regret choosing my relationship over other opportunities
but i have a feeling (a fear) that i will be reluctant to do it again
so i am not looking for anything or anyone
i find it hard to imagine myself with someone else
i am really a very selfish person so i find it hard to include someone in my own lil world
as for dating...well that's fun...but i often feel like i am leading someone on...

this would be a dilemma if i wasn't so content being me
and life as it is...
i'm far from lonely
i do miss people giving me presents randomly,
but come on that only lasts for so long anyways
whatever happens will
when it wants
the only thing i am certain about is that i will remain the same
dysfunctional, quirky, unable to commit flirt that i am!

so this has probably been my most personal, truthful and contemplative blog
ever
anywhere.

so let's move on to the real reason why you read this blog...
my brief, uneducated and sometimes illiterate take on things happening places and to people....
this movie looks awesome
i need to read the book...it's a movie about smells....and MURDER

also, right now reading the trilogy His Dark Materials.
you will be more familiar, seeing as they are making a movie (actual three...see above)
starring hot hot HOT Daniel Craig----soon to be known as the hottest Bond ever...
it's a children's series...you know if your kid is a future serial killer...
jest, jest....but it is kind of dark....

Buffy is in the upcoming Grudge:2----return of the crappy crappy movie
but I love Sarah Michelle Geller
she has the prettiest hair any girl being stalked by some creepy lil albino japanese boy...

well damn... i'm glad i didn't get my ticket
But now TMZ has learned that due to financial reasons Magni, Storm Large and the House Band have been kicked off the tour. Toby and Dilana are still on board (thank God!), but will now be backed by Toby Rand's Australian group Juke Kartel. Evs! (ONTD)
I love Storm and she is way to good for this crappy band. In fact all the contestants and the House Band are better than the three "superstars" of rock...

hey did you hear---->fertile women dress nicer
does that mean if i live in torn tshirts, and sweats that haven't been washed for three wee...i mean days...that i can totally go off the pill? SWEET!
(j/k, j/k ...all my loyal readers know from my graphic post that i have an IUD...i included a diagram and everything.)

alright paper jam calls!

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